With You--AZ Rains Series--Angels, Guardians, & Soul Mates Series

The edges,

this is where

you'll find 

her.

Where

he lies,

breathing 

just beneath

the surface.

The surface,

where she knows

she should 

be.

That is only

where

she sometimes

wanders,

on nights

she can't sleep.

And so,

you will find her

here,

with me,

on pages,

lost long ago.

In the margins,

on the tips 

of a pen,

where she 

knows

she'll 

find him.

The stories,

they write themselves,

don't they.

The story 

of who they

are,

what they've 

become.

My salvation,

your fantasy.

Their test,

of my sanity,

her 

existence,

his

faith,

I find them

there.

The sounds,

of 

echos,

their voices,

in my 

head.

That's what I 

hear,

when I sit 

here.

That 

repeating

pattern,

of love,

courage.

Pain. 

THIS,

this is who I 

am.

Them.

I.

Am.

Them.

And they,

are 

me.

So, 

here 

we 

go 

again.

The beautiful

lullabye,

the peace I feel,

when I feel

you.

Close to me,

once again. 

Their embrace,

the sirin call,

the future

I can 

see 

from here.

The one

they promise

me.

The one 

I choose

to 

believe,

is true.

The one,

where

I 

always

end up,

with 

you. 

Ever With You--AZ Rains Series

Your touch,

&

breath 

upon my face.

The gentle 

sands

of this

place,

upon my skin.

These things still

remind me 

of 

you.

The call

I 

hear,

as I set 

my 

feet

upon this

sacred

ground.

These too,

remind me

of

you.

The shallow

shore,

the desert 

escape,

the 

sounds

of nothing

but 

you.

This too,

reminds me

of

you.

My breath,

as it
is

escaping 

my own

body,

ceases 

to 

exist,

lest 

I

forget

to

think

of 

you.

These memories,

forgotten

in 

time,

shall warm

me,

&

still,

I can't 

help

but 

think 

of 

you.

The photograph

you 

left me,

stays 

with me

now,

still,

as it 

did,

when we

were

brand

new.

I never lets 

me

forget,

that I

will

always

think

of

you.

Your voice,

a steady

stream,

of 

what once 

was,

when I was

we.

The glossy

texture 

of time

past,

will keep

me

here,

ever with

you. 

Home--Monsters Series--Fire & Ice Series--Hope & Survivors Series

The Beast Inside,

this is 

the one

she always

knew.

Was it 

wrong,

to tell a child

that was
 who she

was,
that
it

had already 

been 

decided

by 

fate.

She wonders

still.

Could 

that 

monster inside

be

something

she could

ever

be rid

of. 

She still 

didn't 

know.

But,

it really

doesn't matter,

though,

does 

it.

It's who 

she 

is. 

Who she 

will 

always 

be.

Ah,

but,

there it 

is. 

Fate,

destiny.

Cause,

effect.

Nature,

nurture.

Who she 

really

is,

Who she

might 

someday

be.

Oh,

don't be 

fooled,

by 

her...

need,

to be 

more.

Or even,

the hope

that she will

be 

less.

It's 

still inside.

It waits,

for 

the moments

it 

needs 

her again.

For 

when she

calls 

it home. 

Like She Knew--"The Chair" Series--Guardians & Chosen Ones Series--Hope & Survivors Series

She would
simply
tell
you,
how could
she
explain
to someone
that
couldn't
understand.

Oh,
she knew
it
wasn't entirely
normal,
to have him
here
with her.

She realized
this
early one.
Knew
it wasn't
this way
for
everyone.

Knew
that,
her Guardian
stayed close
by.
Was
in her
room with
her,
when other
little girls
&
boys
were out
to play,
to tease,
to be
silly,
& waste
her
time.

She
was
here.

Never alone.

But
how could
they
understand,
as they
looked
at
her.
So thin,
so
frail.
Feeling sorry
for
her
even.
That
she always
seemed
to
play
alone.

But that's
not the
way
he
saw her.
Strong.
Brave.
Sure.
Hilarious,
insightful
into the
minds,
&
hearts,
of
the ones
who left her
behind.
To
play
alone.

In his
world,
time sped by
quickly.
Months
&
years,
blended together.
A creamy soup,
of dates
&
memories,
anniversaries
of who he
had left
behind.

But time,
was
cruel,
slowing
when
it should
have
moved on
without
him.
Speeding up
when
all he wanted
was
to be
here,
just a little
bit
longer.

In this room,
with
her,
he could
feel it slipping
away.
His memories
of the
others.
His will
to
forget,
even tho
he never did.
His
desire
to,
simply
move
on.

He promised
her
then,
He silently
pleaded with
her.
To understand,
to
will her
into believing
everything
he
could never
tell her.

That
he
would
never leave
her
behind.

He would find
a
way.
Even if he
had to
travel back
to this place
again,
&
again,
& again....
& again.

She always
greeting him
with this
same
smile.
Like she
knew.

Why--"The Chair" Series--Guardians & Chosen Ones Series--Hope & Survivors Series

As 

he sits,

he sees what

most

don't.

A 

fragile 

human being.

A miracle.

His only

hope.

What 

she saw.

Well,

that was 

a little 

more 

difficult to 

explain.

You see,

he sat across

from her

for so long 

now,

he was almost

a 

part of her

scenery.

Her 

landscape,

what she
 always 

knew

to be

true.

How could

anyone

get used to

seeing

someone like

him,

you may

wonder.

How 

do you 

just

accept,

that it's 

real.

And not

question

why......

The Chair--A Guardians & Chosen Ones Series--Hope & Survivors Series--A New/Updated Version Of A Short Story Series I Started About 6-7 Years Ago--Inspired By A Separate Series I Stared About 6 Years Before

The chair

in the corner,

on the other side

of the 

room.

He's always been

there.

Sitting across from her.

Watching.

Why it should 

be this way,

she never 

knew.

He knew,

& 

never told

her.

Well, 

I suppose

that's not really

true,

is it?

But 

I guess 

I'll have to 

get back to 

that

another time.

He would 

tell 

you, 

he knew her

since time

began.

If he 

could speak,

tell you 

what he thought

of 

who,

what,

he was. 

Oh,

he COULD 

speak.

It was finding

a REASON 

that was the 

problem.

You would

think,

after lifetimes

of being in 

this realm,

he would have

found 

a reason to.

Another

creature like

himself,

even.

To say what

he always longed

to say.

To tell them,

that he

wanted to know

when it 

would end.

When the waiting,

the pain,

endless lives

in this place would

somehow make 

sense.

I know,

it doesn't seem 

fair,

does it.

Telling you 

all this,

& 

knowing 

her can't tell

you 

what he REALLY 

thought.

Who he really

was.

But,

that's just the 

way it 

is,

isn't it.

Our stories

come 

from who we

were,

&

not always who we are

now.

Or, 

even,

the other way

around.

We try to

explain 

what we were,

back then,

but can only

tell you

who we see now,

as we

look 

back at who
we

used to  

be, 

now that we've

become something

new. 

That's the challenge,

I suppose.

The REAL

purpose,

I guess.

Of who we want

to be.

That we 

want to be

something better

than 

we were 

before.

So we can

look back

at 

what we once

were,

&

can 

tell ourselves,

tell those

around us,

that we've won.

We've 

conquered.

We 

fought

our own

demons,

&

won.

This is

one 

of those

stories.
Of
someone
who
looked at
what they became,
&
said,
it
was worth
it. 

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