Always--These People In My Mind--Mystical&Sacred/Wings/Roses/AZ Rains Series

Here I am

Laying here

Thinking of you.

Again.

It's funny

How I lay here

Seeing your face.

Thinking of you

As if you had really been
here with me.

I miss you.

And yet 

I've never met you.

And yet

I've known you 

My whole life.

Dreamed of you.

Thought of you.

Sat right here

In this place

And written of you.

They say 

You can't dream of someone

You've never met.

That your mind can't conjure 

An image it's never seen.

I know that can't be true
Because the things
I've seen in my sleep
Are things of nightmares
That never were.

How can it be true

When I've never stopped 

Dreaming of you.

I've known you

My whole life.

One of the few images 

That didn't scare me
That brought me comfort.

I saw you so often back then.
Not as much any more.
Maybe you really were
A child's mind
Trying to escape.

Maybe you really are somewhere
In this place
Outside of me & my dreams.

Maybe you're somewhere
In between.
And I can remember you
When I fall asleep
When I dream.
When I pick up a pen
& a tiny touch screen keyboard
When I write of you.

It doesn't really matter
Is what I've come to think.
You've become my companion
My source of comfort
Of imagining.

And you will always be.
Because either way
I have the feeling
You'll always be with me.