Always--These People In My Mind--Mystical&Sacred/Wings/Roses/AZ Rains Series

Here I am

Laying here

Thinking of you.

Again.

It's funny

How I lay here

Seeing your face.

Thinking of you

As if you had really been
here with me.

I miss you.

And yet 

I've never met you.

And yet

I've known you 

My whole life.

Dreamed of you.

Thought of you.

Sat right here

In this place

And written of you.

They say 

You can't dream of someone

You've never met.

That your mind can't conjure 

An image it's never seen.

I know that can't be true
Because the things
I've seen in my sleep
Are things of nightmares
That never were.

How can it be true

When I've never stopped 

Dreaming of you.

I've known you

My whole life.

One of the few images 

That didn't scare me
That brought me comfort.

I saw you so often back then.
Not as much any more.
Maybe you really were
A child's mind
Trying to escape.

Maybe you really are somewhere
In this place
Outside of me & my dreams.

Maybe you're somewhere
In between.
And I can remember you
When I fall asleep
When I dream.
When I pick up a pen
& a tiny touch screen keyboard
When I write of you.

It doesn't really matter
Is what I've come to think.
You've become my companion
My source of comfort
Of imagining.

And you will always be.
Because either way
I have the feeling
You'll always be with me.

Choosing How We Define Ourselves--Pondering & Mind Wandering On My Blog

Pondering.

Another moment, realizing what's important. What's real. What matters.

And who & what can just kiss my patooty.

I know this--It's so very simple. Once you've been broken down & built back up again. Once you see with your own eyes what shit this world can be made of-- & What beauty transcends all that, & carries you in it's arms to something better.

It's all a crap shoot. Someone once told me-- When they were younger, they thought it literally meant  shooting flying crap--Thinking wow THAT sounds horrible.

And I said--It is really--Just the crap in life flying in ur direction--Without warning, & you just take ur chances--Dodge that crap coming ur way-- & Do ur best-- After that, it's all chance.

So--This is the way I think. Literal, visual, syblism in my mind, painting pictures of what I see. When you see Dragons here on my Blog, you'll see better what I mean, I suppose.

So that brings me back to what matters--Or in my mind at least. What seems to matter after dodging shit for what seems like such a long time--How do you cope? How do you define what's important enough to spend ur time thinking about it? Or enough time to make it a part of who u are? Or who you'll become?

You don't usually.

I think ppl just tend to float along--Just are--Not consciously--Just moving w/ the tides with out asking why--

Why do I float this way or that? Why do I float at all? What would happen if I floated off the other way? Would anyone care? Should it matter?

All these things--Who u thought u are--Seems to disappear when certain things change.

Maybe it brings certains parts of you to the surface--Puts them into focus--Refines them.

Or maybe you just change completely. Become someone else in some ways. Good or bad--It depends on how you look at it, I guess.

Certain things after that, have no meaning. Or mean something different, or less a central point in ur life. You see how things like holidays are just days. Not magical. Not life defining.

You live in a vacuum for a period of time--& it's like seeing chaos & purity--Noise & quiet perfection--Meaning & a blank slate--All at the same time.

We really can choose what we do. What we care about.

We really can just...Start over. Redefine what matters. What we care about.

Life can be incredibly long when each day lasts a lifetime--But that's not nessisarily bad--It's just all in how you choose to see that day.

To see a butterfly in front of you--A laugh at something totally silly--A smile from someone who brightens the room--Any moment you choose to see as beautiful.

That's all I'm saying I guess--Choose to make it beautiful.

Darkness Falls--Roses Series--Angels Guardians & Soulmates

Darkness falls

Such a thing to say

It's what's on my lips 

As I always think of you.

Shadows across your eyes

So all I can see is you

Details that don't matter

Filter through me

And disappear.

Light from a place 

I can't see

Washes over you
Onto me
Your lips are what
I crave.

Water flows
I hear it
surrounding me
Soft pedals
Of sunshine reflecting
In it's pools.

Your garden
Caresses me
As you always do
Scented me
Velvet thorns
Touch me
Like only you
Can do.

Leading me here
Once again
Roses of red
Of black
Of white
Of you.

Life Out Here--Writers--Poets--Hope&Survivors

Poets

In their grace

Find solice 

In a quiet place.

For time there

Ceases to be real

Only space inside 

Seems to feel surreal.

What can I hide

Is what the must think

For to leave that place

Is to finally ease their way outside.

Bravery

This is what they must be

To live out there

Is to truly be free.

Their Gift -- SJ & B(You Know Why)-- #Anipals -- #OTRB -- Hope & Survivors

Love is Eternal.

It can't be changed

Or tarnished

Or deminished by time.

Time in fact

Is a bonding compound.
Made by the Universe.
To seal forever
What has formed
In our Earthly moments
Spent here together.
Forever cemented.
In a place
Beyond our
Most beautiful imaginings.
Where all good things 
Must go.
Where those better parts
Of ourselves fall back to Earth.
And Bless us with reminders
Of who we really are.
Our Memories
Our Loved Ones
Our Souls.
Intertwined with Another.
This is a Gift.
A way to help us remember.
That who we Love never leaves us.
That they stay with us
In us
Are us
Every day.
That we always are
That we always will be
Together.
Eternally.

#DragonMagicTours --Something New To Explore On My Blog -- #Anipals -- #Poetry -- #SpecialNeeds -- #AZPals

I want to thank everyone for your patience & continued excitement--As my Family & I have taken a lot of time Offline to recover from illnesses.

I plan to officially start the Tours this month(Aug).

Our first trip will be to Goldfield Ghost town--A real, authentic, Old West Ghost Town, on the tail end of the East Valley, here in the Valley Of The Sun, Phoenix Arizona, USA.

I plan to take you on lots more adventures around The Valley--From popular Touist sites--To locally know places that hold special places in our Hearts.

We'll explore places like restaurants owned, run, & frequented by Celebrities --To tiny places owned & run in the same spot by local families for generations.

You'll see the stadiums & arenas that house our AZ pro sports teams--Along w/ other venues that host celebrities from around the world.

You'll see Museums that display international exhibits--& Ones who preserve local tradition & culture.

I'll show you zoos that not only are home to amazing species from around the world--But also actively help preserve those species for our next generations.

We'll tour historical homes & landmarks--& Get a feel for why these places were and are important, now & then.

I'll take you for a journey around our unique Desert landscape--Where some of the most unusual, & sometimes most deadly, creatures have learned to survive.

All this--Together--In the easy comfort of my many virtual Planes, provided by some of my Twitter Pals--& Of course made even easier by a little Dragon Magic.

So check out all you need to know below--& I look forward to seeing you soon.

I also want to add 2 #Anipals Groups/Weekly &/or Monthly Events to the list below--

#TankyTuesday -- #WiggleButtWednesday 




#DragonMagicTours is a little online virtual tour group on Twitter & FB--
Designed to include ALL ppl & Pals--Of ALL Abilities & Disabilities.

I always get such excitement from Friends, Family, & Pals when I share pics of my Offline Families travels around the Valley Of The Sun, here in Phoenix AZ USA.

Pals expressed an interest in going on little virtual tours with me.

And I am so inspired by a few particular #TheAviators pilots--Their kindness, expertise, excitement, & dedication to flying--That I wanted to share what I do, & what I know.

Which is how I came up w/ the tour group name--Useing a little Magic gets us not only OVER places like landmarks & ghost towns-- But INSIDE places like museums & zoos.

In my Offline-- & Online life--I have many Friends, Family, & Pals w/ Special Needs of all kinds.
And many times--Even a trip to a store or restaurant is a challenge too great to over come.

But we ALL enjoy companionship, in one form or another.

And Online Communities ARE that companionship for many of us.

My flying inspiration Pals give tours, do air shows, build new & rebuild old planes, go on Escort/Tribute & just for fun #TheAviators Missions & more--Either virtually, &/or as a hobby at home.

And since I'm very much a beginner at all this--I don't expect to make enough "$" to fund my online planes.

I only ask if you DO want to-- & are able to-- make a contribution--That you donate by using the hash tag #Purrs4Peace & #Anipals at some point during your trip.

In that way--You can contribute to an Online Community that works to share companionship with ALL who need it.

In that Spirit--

I don't require you to come to each tour--Or be on time--Or stay the entire trip.

I only ask that when we go on these tours together--Everyone be kind & respectful.

We will each bring our own styles of Expression-- & our own Challanges & Abilities with us.

So just do the best the you're able-- & enjoy.

As you explore with us--I hope you'll get to know so many other great #Anipals groups on Twitter & FB--

#TheAviators -- #PA & #BBOT -- #Pawcircle -- #WLF -- #HealingPurrsPawty -- #NeonCandles -- #FBJam -- #MemoryCandleMonday -- #TiaraTuesday & #HopePawty -- #WigItUpWednesday -- #Nipclub -- #SpecialNeedsSpecialAbilitiesSaturday

Many of the places we'll explore together on these tours--Are also places I am frequently in my mind--So feel free to explore those places too, in my Poetry on this Blog.

We haven't picked a set Day & Time each week yet for our tours--

So-- Contact me-- & Let me know what could work for you.

Hope to see you ALL soon.