Home--Monsters Series--Fire & Ice Series--Hope & Survivors Series

The Beast Inside,

this is 

the one

she always

knew.

Was it 

wrong,

to tell a child

that was
 who she

was,
that
it

had already 

been 

decided

by 

fate.

She wonders

still.

Could 

that 

monster inside

be

something

she could

ever

be rid

of. 

She still 

didn't 

know.

But,

it really

doesn't matter,

though,

does 

it.

It's who 

she 

is. 

Who she 

will 

always 

be.

Ah,

but,

there it 

is. 

Fate,

destiny.

Cause,

effect.

Nature,

nurture.

Who she 

really

is,

Who she

might 

someday

be.

Oh,

don't be 

fooled,

by 

her...

need,

to be 

more.

Or even,

the hope

that she will

be 

less.

It's 

still inside.

It waits,

for 

the moments

it 

needs 

her again.

For 

when she

calls 

it home. 

Like She Knew--"The Chair" Series--Guardians & Chosen Ones Series--Hope & Survivors Series

She would
simply
tell
you,
how could
she
explain
to someone
that
couldn't
understand.

Oh,
she knew
it
wasn't entirely
normal,
to have him
here
with her.

She realized
this
early one.
Knew
it wasn't
this way
for
everyone.

Knew
that,
her Guardian
stayed close
by.
Was
in her
room with
her,
when other
little girls
&
boys
were out
to play,
to tease,
to be
silly,
& waste
her
time.

She
was
here.

Never alone.

But
how could
they
understand,
as they
looked
at
her.
So thin,
so
frail.
Feeling sorry
for
her
even.
That
she always
seemed
to
play
alone.

But that's
not the
way
he
saw her.
Strong.
Brave.
Sure.
Hilarious,
insightful
into the
minds,
&
hearts,
of
the ones
who left her
behind.
To
play
alone.

In his
world,
time sped by
quickly.
Months
&
years,
blended together.
A creamy soup,
of dates
&
memories,
anniversaries
of who he
had left
behind.

But time,
was
cruel,
slowing
when
it should
have
moved on
without
him.
Speeding up
when
all he wanted
was
to be
here,
just a little
bit
longer.

In this room,
with
her,
he could
feel it slipping
away.
His memories
of the
others.
His will
to
forget,
even tho
he never did.
His
desire
to,
simply
move
on.

He promised
her
then,
He silently
pleaded with
her.
To understand,
to
will her
into believing
everything
he
could never
tell her.

That
he
would
never leave
her
behind.

He would find
a
way.
Even if he
had to
travel back
to this place
again,
&
again,
& again....
& again.

She always
greeting him
with this
same
smile.
Like she
knew.

Why--"The Chair" Series--Guardians & Chosen Ones Series--Hope & Survivors Series

As 

he sits,

he sees what

most

don't.

A 

fragile 

human being.

A miracle.

His only

hope.

What 

she saw.

Well,

that was 

a little 

more 

difficult to 

explain.

You see,

he sat across

from her

for so long 

now,

he was almost

a 

part of her

scenery.

Her 

landscape,

what she
 always 

knew

to be

true.

How could

anyone

get used to

seeing

someone like

him,

you may

wonder.

How 

do you 

just

accept,

that it's 

real.

And not

question

why......

The Chair--A Guardians & Chosen Ones Series--Hope & Survivors Series--A New/Updated Version Of A Short Story Series I Started About 6-7 Years Ago--Inspired By A Separate Series I Stared About 6 Years Before

The chair

in the corner,

on the other side

of the 

room.

He's always been

there.

Sitting across from her.

Watching.

Why it should 

be this way,

she never 

knew.

He knew,

& 

never told

her.

Well, 

I suppose

that's not really

true,

is it?

But 

I guess 

I'll have to 

get back to 

that

another time.

He would 

tell 

you, 

he knew her

since time

began.

If he 

could speak,

tell you 

what he thought

of 

who,

what,

he was. 

Oh,

he COULD 

speak.

It was finding

a REASON 

that was the 

problem.

You would

think,

after lifetimes

of being in 

this realm,

he would have

found 

a reason to.

Another

creature like

himself,

even.

To say what

he always longed

to say.

To tell them,

that he

wanted to know

when it 

would end.

When the waiting,

the pain,

endless lives

in this place would

somehow make 

sense.

I know,

it doesn't seem 

fair,

does it.

Telling you 

all this,

& 

knowing 

her can't tell

you 

what he REALLY 

thought.

Who he really

was.

But,

that's just the 

way it 

is,

isn't it.

Our stories

come 

from who we

were,

&

not always who we are

now.

Or, 

even,

the other way

around.

We try to

explain 

what we were,

back then,

but can only

tell you

who we see now,

as we

look 

back at who
we

used to  

be, 

now that we've

become something

new. 

That's the challenge,

I suppose.

The REAL

purpose,

I guess.

Of who we want

to be.

That we 

want to be

something better

than 

we were 

before.

So we can

look back

at 

what we once

were,

&

can 

tell ourselves,

tell those

around us,

that we've won.

We've 

conquered.

We 

fought

our own

demons,

&

won.

This is

one 

of those

stories.
Of
someone
who
looked at
what they became,
&
said,
it
was worth
it. 

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Ever More--Fire And Ice Series--Hope & Survivors Series

The Demons 

I've come to 

know,

some

I made.

Some were born

in me.

And I carry

them

still.

The Fires

they see

in me,

they light 

a path

I've always

known.

The Fear

of those who

walk it with me,

I protect.

For only some

may see

in the darkness

I crave.

To Walk

among the light,

is a path 

I feared 

the 

most.

Unfamiliar,

it burns,

a spotlight

in the darkness

I hide in.

The Safety 

I remember

in my dreams,

the places 

where I would

surrender.

I miss those

still.

I Wonder,

as I grow

more used to

the light,

what the other

side of me

will 

feed on.

The part of me

I'd come 

to rely on

so long

now.

I Hear 

the echos

of 

the roar 

inside,

and 

I remember

it lives

in me still.

Whispering

it will 

be here,

hold me in

it's embrace,

ever more.

Premonition--Fire & Ice Series

The rains 

Pour.

The dark fires

Inside me

Burn.

The sun

Blots out

The shadows

I keep.

The Earth 

Beneath me

Shudders

Once again.

The breath

Of my 

Soul

Dampens

With the 

Winds of

Change.

But

The flames

Heat in

Me

A distance

I 

No longer

Cover.

For the

Strength 

Within

Waits

Paces

Grows ever

Strong.

This storm

I see

It's nothing

I've not 

Fought before.

Only 

A premonition 

Of more

To

Come.