In My Dreams--Black/Az Rains/Dragons/Roses/Angels, Guardians & Soulmates Series--Hope & Survivors Series--Writers Series

 Its been so long

Since I saw

You.

In the place

I spend most of

My time

Now,

Where the rest

Of the world 

Lays it's 

Head.

This is where

I have 

Been.

I wondered some

Days,

If you were still

Out there, 

In the place I always 

Found you.

I thought

If I 

Couldn't see

You,

Would you still

Be there.

My heart pounds,

Even now,

Thinking of

You.

Such a silly thing,

To think

That just the

Memory of your

Breath 

Against my ear,

Would 

Bring my resolve to 

Make it without

You,

To it's

Knees.

Why have I gone so 

Long,

Why have I waited to

See you.

When all I

Have to do,

Is close 

My eyes

&

Know you would

Be there.

I don't know.

Maybe 

It's the loss

Of others in our world

That knew you,

Shattered 

That place in a way

I didn't know how

To resurrect.

To see you again,

Even though

You're the only 

One

That stayed by my

Side

For so long,

Seeing you would 

Have reminded 

Me

Of the one

I would never see again.

And 

I think 

I

Just wasn't ready

Yet.

To see you now,

In this new

World,

With different

Lights 

&

Shadows.

You look different

Than you used

To.

But I guess we all

Do.

I think I'm 

Ready

To say

It's ok,

That I can see 

The one who's always

Been

In my mind,

Visit 

You in that place

Deep inside 

Somewhere

That belongs

Only 

To you 

&

I.

And

Maybe not feel

So 

Alone.

But I can't promise

How long I'll

Stay.

Or how well

I can be 

This new 

Me.

But 

I'm ready to 

Try.

Maybe that's

Good enough for

Now.

I'll be be 

Waiting

For you,

As I always have,

Since 

I can remember.

In 

My

Dreams.